I am wondering at this very minute if you are
       thinking of me, if like me,  you are wondering
       what is taking us so long to find each other. Many
       times I thought I finally found you only to be
       disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I
       get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
 
       I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be
       as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or
       is it possible that I have known you all my life but
       we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
       other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you
       are the only one who has the answers to all my
       questions.
 
       Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really
       known "love". I do not have the answer to that
       question either but I believe that, more often than not,
       we will never really know what love is until we
       find that right person.... and since I have not found
       you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!
 
       You just don't know how often I dream of finally
       knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
       very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep
       me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by
       your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you
       manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!
 
      I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
      will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
      I think of all the pain that I have gone through
      in the past and of how much I have cried since the
      day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that
      I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
      beautiful life ahead of  me --- the life I shall spend
      with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that
      you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
 
      After all, the tears have become a part of my
      life and I believe that they are slowly washing away
      my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect
      in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU!  I wonder
      if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder
      if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.
 
      But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
      because I am right here... patiently waiting for
      you! I assure you that when we finally find each other
      I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.
 
     At night, I would look out my window and stare
     at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are
     also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
     silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens
     above thinking that in time they would reach you. And
     when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and
     believe  that you are on your way and that you are
     longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall
     asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are
     always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is
     the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
     tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you
     would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of
     love.
 
      And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
      and face the  new day ahead with the hope that soon
      enough,  you will no longer be a dream but a reality and
      once  again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
      And when that time comes, everything will fall into its
      place, just as I had imagined, just as I had
      thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!
      By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
      that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and
      amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very
      thankful  because they all led me to you!
 
     In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.
     Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go.
     Believe in your heart that we will find each other
     no matter what happens. God has planned the
     course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't
     worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to
     it that all the roads, no matter which one you
     choose to follow, lead to me .