Entry: Recap Thursday, September 29, 2005



 Sept 26...... It's pain me

 

I felt hurt to the deepest that I can’t stop myself on crying… I can’t imagine that incidence may happen. I see myself that I’m nothing… I don’t know where to go and what to do. There is an absence of safety. It’s already 10 pm and I’m still in the street walking with falling tears, every person I met they greet me but all I did is to wave my hand. I only remember one person that time my office mate but can’t tell her. While riding the jeep… There’s a lot of questions came into my mind…. Waaa… I saw a private vehicle near to hit me… I run too fast…(naka-uniform pa ako) I open my mind and asked God for Guidance. Thanks He is still there.  11:00 pm came… 12:00…. 1:00 am 2:00 am… can’t sleep… I went to office without wearing my office uniforms coz I didn’t went home ( have bad eyes) …I have many things to do.. follow-ups, AR, etc… but I never touched any single task as what I remembered I just sat down in front of my pc and cried. Everyone is worried about me. Our school director told me better to have rest… ayy.. thanx God… so I left the office and we went to seashore to unwind… and  dun nlng kami nag lunch… after that we went to provincial capitol to dropped by nytch. We wait and wait for bart but sad to say he is not available also joebert. Since there’s a lot of schedule naka file up… na pag usap nlng naming ni belle na she will go home nlng we have a bonding tomorrow. Me? Nag met kami ni konz and mitch sa KFC for our dinner and watch again a movie.. waaa.. It’s late in the evening naman ako umuwi… I miss weng at this time.. I cant reply at her txt na drain na load ko… hope we can have a date again… What happened that night have its own reason and purpose.. I have many things that I’ve learned out of that incidence. 



Sept 24, 2005

 

This is the last day of our auditor.. Mag-aabsent pa sana ako coz I wanted to have a complete rest but it cant be since Mr. Auditor have to discuss pa his findings to us.. waaa..we wait him d na kami nag work all of us are obvious na very tired… Ang daming tanong regarding sa reports ko and previous findings but thanx God nasagot rin.. But syempre nakabahan rin. Thnx sir Lelord for the certificate the you have given sana ma realign na ako… ehhehehe.. we have our lunch at Barbecue Park… and have a desert sa office nagkwentuhan, share a jokes until na dapat umalis na si Mr. Auditor kasi 1 hour before dapat sa airport na cia… Babye sir… Yehey!!!!!! Walang katapusan talaga mga activities ko… Since d kami nakalabas dung Friday ng birthday ni carlo so this time nlng… We came up nandun nlng kami sa Afriques… Syempre d complete since wala naman c lei… almost 7 pm na kami nag adjourned ang daming pinag usapan… hahahha… and guess what nag malling pa kami ni angelie. It’s almost 11:00 pm na kami umuwi….. waaa. Tsug!

 


 Sept 23, 2005 ( 2nd day of the Competition)

 

It is the Second day and Last day of Competition. We arrived at John B. at around 6:50. The competition starts 7:00 am. Waaa… ako lng mag-isa ang experts ko wala pa since dapat ako nandun ok lng wala cla… I feel sleepy talaga.. Only category left for this day event. Three hours is the allotted time for Database. Medyo mahirap kasi ito. It’s almost 11:15 when they are all finished. Checking again… at last at around 2:00 tapos na.. Here comes the result… waaa 3rd lang kami… I expect na ma 2nd kami eh.. ok lng at least na ka 3rd.. Im quite happy naman. At 3:00 pm we proceed at SM City for awarding… Past 5 na finished… I wanted to rest na.. since 3 days d ako naka sleep…. Bo John texted me if I can be there at the tabulation in Fort San Pedro… I wanted to graduate na on that dilemma.. But I need. Mabuti nlng nandun c angie… hayyy imagine when we arrive there… Ang program na pinagawa sa computerized tabulation… “palpak” hanep! Sana sinabi naman 2 days before the search so that kahit 1 day naka prepare… Iba talaga ang mga  tao noon sa software dept. compare ngayon….So walang magawa.. on that time we immediately find an alternative…. Thanx cute.. Pass 11:00 pm na finished ang search.. d pa kami na ka dinner… Napag usapan nalng namin na dun magpalipas muna sa shelsyd but I’m very tired na talaga… I told Regz na after eating we will go na…. at last nakatapos na rin.. We immediately went to Days Hotel dun kami natulog kasi nandun si merlen… Hayy.. pagdating ko sa Hotel sleep agad ako.. d ko na Malayan umaga na pala.

 

 

Sept . 22, 2005  ( Regional IT Skills Competition )

 

First ng competition… I felt nervous.. 5:30 wake up na kami since 6:30 dapat nandun na kami sa area for draw lots. What should I do? With my instinct and I’m used naman sa school na binibigyan ng responsibility I used my initiative to organized my experts…

The competitions starts at 8:23 am. All the final decisions came from me… Syempre dapat firm ako and have a sense of leadership… I gained new friends there and develop my self-confident. I like the place there… We are in 2nd floor and beyond that there is a swimming pool. We can’t go out on that place only for emergency purpose, Even the competitors have a company when they go to cr. Very strict kasi.it is a preparation for National level. The first day event finished at around 5:30 pm and immediately we did the checking… hayyyy…. Grabe! I wanted to surrender na.. I felt tired… but I have no choice… We end up at around 2:30 am… very sleepy na talaga.. I’m afraid saan ako uuwi.. There’s no one answering the phone in the office dun na sana ako mag stay sa office… Got no choice I went home mag-isa. A little bit scared… I prayed… I arrived at home safe.



Sept 21... Regional IT Skills Orientation

              

I woke up very early this day since at 9 am we have an orientation in John B. Lacson and have many things to accomplished since I know that 2 days wala ako sa office. Hay.. 9 am na wla parin ang contestant ko.. Hayyy….. nakakainis.. 9:30 na…. waaa… better to go nlng.. when I arrived at John B. Lacson wala pa rin ka start.. hayyy salamat but after 30 mins all experts and competitors are in the post na… waaa… c Vincent la pa.. according sa TESDA officer at 15 minutes pag wala pa ang competitor ma disqualified na kami… I felt a little bit nervous… Text, call…. Unattended cp ni Vincent.. Help! Help! Is what I remembered.. I contacted sir bong…. 5 mins before the remaining time I received a message from Vincent na coming na cia… Hayyy.. save the last…..????? There are lot of discussion made… What I hate most is that I was elected as chief expert in open category… Kakainis… I know there are lots of responsibility to shoulder… parang d ko kaya.. I immediately text our school director for my designation with his support and encouragement I accepted it. It almost 2 pm natapos ang meeting… and we need to pass pa some requirements like medical certificate, employment certificate, etc. what first? Mag-install pa ako ng printer dun to be used tomorrow.  I felt tired na talaga… parang ayaw ko na. At last natapos na rin… Dun ako natulog sa school together with my brother sa help ni Ng May.

 

September 20, 2005

 

There is no special occasion this day, but it same sobra pa sa may pista.. hehehhe,  we have our breakfast at Jollibee, Lunch at Greenwich and have a snacks na ibibigay ng students. Ng mag off na ako dumating c weng and we have planned na to have talks since we really miss each other and most of all we miss what we did when belle is here. Dun kami nag dinner sa Barbecue park… shared our heartaches, experiences… cried, laugh, etc. I felt released after open-up what I felt. This woman is someone I can who really am I who knows me and cares so much… I felt loved everytime when we are together. After dinner nag strolling pa kami sa bridge to reminisce the past. Hope next time we can have another date… Thanx weng for being there.

 

 

Sept 16, 2005 ( Birthday ni Regz and my twin friend)


  Early morning palang when I woke up I greeted both of them. Actually I really miss so much my twin friend… Too long  we never seen each other… We communicate only through  cellphones. I’m sad when I know what happened to her. But honestly, I never forget to think of her and praying that she can survive of the trials that came to her life. Happy Birthday Best….

 

                Two before the birthday of regz nag celebrate na cia sa office…Ganyan talaga dito always my handaan… hehehe but this day we planned nag mag go out… I’m not at the office that since I have a meeting in TESDA… I go her message that we have a dinner in Punta Villa… I set my schedule that I will go with her… 1:00 pm na d pa na fnish ang meetings lot of discussion, revision.. very hungry na talaga since d ako naka breakfast…. After the meeting dumiretso nlng ako sa Robinson to have my lunch together with Rhoda and have a small talks… hehhehe… nag unwind for awhile ang sakit kasi ng ulo of all the discussion. Mga 3 pm na ako bumalik sa school.. Haayy… heto, same again there are lots of things to finish especially we have an auditor. At 6:00 Angie fetch me in the office sabay kasi kami pupunta dun…. Hayy.. akala ko I’m the “maarte type” sa group heto sa Lei d sumama kasi d cia daw hinintay… hayyy…so only angie, carlo,  albert and me nagsalo ng birthday ni regz… I like the setting change environment naman.. we ate near sa pool and talks… talks… reminisce when we were together… It’s almost 9:00 pm na kami nakauwi. I’m quite happy this day since Bo bench called me up telling his situation their Dubai and hopefully makapunta ako dun next year daw… He is my confidant especially in man’s perspective. I always cried to him especially when I am emotionally down. I miss you bench.

 

 
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